Tuesday, October 20, 2009
.jpg) What can i do? i dont want force it anymore liao ya, it seem only make u feel irritated by it. i dont want u to run away from me another time. NO! i wont! silent is better than run away itn't it? i'am sorry, i didnt seem to be the one that can be there cherring u up when u upset. i already try mu best to cheer u up but just i'am not the one u needs at that moment. i also dunno what the hell i want form u? before i think as long as u are there, no matter u love me or not it doesn't matter. but when u give me this i wanted more and more from u. i wnat ur love ur care non-stop. am i being selfish? maybe that is what peoples do expect from the person they love? it is? i am afraid to express out my feeling toward you. i dunno how to make u love me back? every road i choose to walk without u are painful. what is wrong with me? anyone? why am i loving him so much? why? and why he dont love me? why? one-side love are hurts lot ya.. maybe u wont undertsnad this kind of feeling now, one day when u love the person more than the person love u, then u will turely undertsnad how much i pains. no matter how pain it course.. i still cnat live without him. eventhough his love was a lies or imagination of me. but it is a happy lies for me,the lies that make me live on. |
" i’m who you want me to be. cos you’re my one and only., cos you were all I ever wanted cos you were all I ever needed and more. cos i’m still in love with you. " October 2009 June 2010 |