Monday, June 21, 2010
 Mint & Mandy  Mint & Melissa Welcome me back to BLOG! it had been a long time that i didnt post .. can say after i came back thailand i dun even post at all. just feel like posting to tell all my SG friends. that how much i miss them how i wish i could see them agains. how i wish i could fight with them agains. how i wish i could sit just beside them in the same room. how i wish i could laught with them. how i wish i could shop with all sister and brother. but most of all , i owe Mandy & Melissa a HUGE SORRY maybe u cant forgie my mistakes but will never forget it . I KNOW, and i feel bad about it too i dont know how to make it up for u guys. you guys was a really good friends, the best i never had in my life. you guys will tatool in to my heart no matter whatever place i go,or how far we live. the most important things is we still have each other in heart i miss you guys seriously DAMN miss u and all my friends too to yingren.. i think you were a good guy.Maybe? i not sure. but no matter what i need to give u a BIG THANK for being myside when i had nobody you're the one who always be myside to help me. Thank alot ya and miss u so much. for lastly is to Max hope he will got a chance to read it. i would like to thank him alot for all the time. maybe we will have alot of misunderstand but at lest we both already tried our best together eventhought we cant make it to the end. but to me it will be the best lesson in my life. i had fail and lost everythings but u made me lern that in this world nobody can be with you forever you have to stand by your feet and learn by yourself. i will kept all the good memories that we had and forget all the best promise not to make the same mistakes again if got chance hope to see you again and to all my friends too i POSTED too much le.. will post again next time   IMG0025A.jpg)  Thursday, October 29, 2009  today wake up sleep and sleep again. feel like very tired no strength even though i sleep for the whole day. like something important missing in my life. feel like going back to be baby like last time again. know nothing , don't need think so much just eat,sleep and play how i wish i could live like that ): now still lying on the bed thinking what to do tomorrow. still confusing don't know which road is suitable for me. tired tired tired tired tired tired ~~~~ ): today dint even talk to him a word. should i text him? or shouldn't allot of time feel like text him but i seem to know the answer. then no point text him right? want go back Thailand faster!! shopping shopping shopping ~~~~~ :) i need a break!! long break for me to think. time is so sort, but why life is so hard to live on Wednesday, October 28, 2009  wo cheng jing yi wei,ai shang ni bu hui chuo. ni rang wo mei you ba wo wo ai ni ai hao xin ku ai de hao wu zhu ai de wu neng xing wu,ai hao can ku wo sui ran nan guo,ren bu zhu de ku ni bing bu zhai hu  I just so tired right now ): feel like this whole world is so empty, nothing. i dunno what to post anymore. i just wake up but i feel really tired no strength seriously who can tell me what i should do? why am i being like this? how can i be cold blooded girl abit? tell me why?? why? why? Monday, October 26, 2009  I'll never let you go❤.woke up early in the morning, nothing to do pass by to blogging. nothing special for now... only......... i just feel that we are much better now more sweet more care ad more love. maybe i get use to he no time for me but that also not what he want. he also stress out of it,but he got no choice. so if i can understand all that i think it is just perfect now. maybe it may not be as same as the past. everything neeed time, feeling & trust had to earn ourself. it has been 2 years since we first met. and untill now i still love him more and more day past day. so i belive that together we can do it! for now since we still young cant do whatever we wants. cant go out whatever time we like. i believe as long as we not gonna give up. one day there will be the day for us. the day that only me and you. the day when we can g out whatever time we want. the day we can do whatever thing we like. the day that when i wake up in the morning i will saw you beside me. i will wait till that day no matter what (: ................... .............. ........... ......... ....... .... ... .. . No matter how hard this road with you nothing impossible. i will never let go. Sunday, October 25, 2009 Without you,it hurts me more. i don't want to live without you and i cant live without you ................. .............. ........... ........ ...... .... ... .. .  .......................... ......... ....... ..... .... ... .. . Text t order Fried Bee Hoon early in the morning. free of charge & free delivery to my house. Nice right? Thank you to that PIG,for waking up early cook for me. hahaha, promise him will pei him go down meet his friends. but in the end stay at home blogging ( save $$$ ) i very bad right? SORRY ~~ don't so xiao qi lurrr.. saving $$ go back Thailand shopping de ma. tonight also go out need spent $$ again.. i know u very understanding guy one.. ^^ tired tired tired ~~ want take a nap awhile. enjoy ya,PIG Thursday, October 22, 2009  LOVE, it can make u smile for the rest of your lifebut it can also make u cry for the rest of your life.♥
NO matter how long it gonna take me to prove my love, i will do it Wednesday, October 21, 2009   Another day without you beside me♥. what more now? i feel like I'm piss him off. so sorry about that.. seriously, i dun mean it. i dunno why am i being do irritating to him. am i? see him stress with all the stuff, but all i can do is nothing. i promise him to be there for him cheer him up, but yet i've done Nothing but irritating him. i seriously believe that everyone can change,no one has to stay stuck. we are human being not a tree. but why i trying so hard to please him but i fail to do so. will he know that how much i love him? cant he feel it? don't u think relationships are very confusing? when u think it should work it didnt work,when u think it wont work,it work funny isn't it? people we love, they cant be there for u but people we don't love, they'll always be there for you. how i wish u would be there for me too ): all i can do is give my best effort till bed time let tmr take care of itself. I MISS YOU |
" i’m who you want me to be. cos you’re my one and only., cos you were all I ever wanted cos you were all I ever needed and more. cos i’m still in love with you. " October 2009 June 2010 |